My Mom.

As some of you may know, I have been taking care of my mom during the day. I am so sad to say I won’t be able to care for her anymore in my home for she isn’t doing so well. This is really hard to talk about and it’s difficult to find the right words to say… I never thought this would be so hard. In a matter of just a few short weeks her condition has deteriorated and now she’s worsening by the day. As of now, she is receiving hospice care at her home where my step-dad, Jerry is taking wonderful care of her. This week he will be taking some time off of work to care for her full-time as we pray and decide whether a hospice facility may be the best place for her to rest. We don’t know for sure how long she has left with us (weeks, if not days) but we know every minute we have with her is very precious. She is in no pain and sleeps about 97% of the day and the times she is awake she tends to tune in and out of focus… that’s really hard. Today and yesterday I had some special moments with her, where only for a few short minutes she was her “old” self again. She hugged me and it really felt like she was there. I cried and told her how much I love her and miss her. It’s wonderful, the things that can be said between a mother and a daughter when you know your time is limited.
Over the past weeks my mom has had visits from family out of state, close friends, our worship pastor, and supportive neighbors. I couldn’t be more thankful to those of you who have helped and for all your prayers. God is listening. Blessings to you all.